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(Please, don't look down at a man, woman, or child unless you are going to lift them up.)

I can see if a person get punish for not serving his Country, but I can not see a person or veteran, getting punish when or after he serve his Country, when he has done no WRONG.

This web site is about a Vietnam Veteran (John A. Evans) with a true and unfortunate story. It is the story of how a 100% disabled Veteran with PTSD (Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder) lost his identity as he was wrongly declared dead in June of 1994.

John's story is very powerful and hard to believe that; "Yes" This could happen to anyone! John is compassionate in telling his life alternating story- and hopes all will have a better understanding of what he is all about, and prays that no other person has to endure this type of pain and loss as he continues to work on this journey reclaiming his life - The life he once had. GOD BLESS

" Asking for your support - in doing so you're helping support other Veterans as well "

Please contact Me at:

www.forgottenvets.com

www.mistreatedvets.com

email: childofgod59@verizon.net

Phone: 202-232-2133

I will be in Fort Wayne, Ind , during the first week of Sept., every year from now on, fighting to get my life back. Because this is the place where and when it all happen.(Sept 7, 1994 ) I did it last year and I will still be at the VA Hospital, the Federal Building, and also the Social Security  Building every year Rallying to get my life back and also for our Troops and Veterans to be recognize. And also until that day come. (Death) or (Justice), whichever one come first.  And I do believe that it will not be long. So if death come first, so mote it to be, so mote it to be, so mote it to be. If Justice come first, So mote it to be,so mote it to be, so mote it to be. 

Aug.18,2008

Our Government, have demolish my family. They are afraid. For a example, I was in Fort Wayne, Indiana, during the third week of July. Visting my girl friend for my birthday. We was riding around and we decided to stop by this auction, that was locate in New Haven, Indiana. My brother was there also. He hadn't saw me, since I had been in town. And when I first got there, my brother walk by me and said Hi and kept on walking. Afterward I saw a friend of mine and he was a friend of my brother also. Standing beside one another. So I decide to walk over in their direction and speak to our friend. My brother saw that I was walking over there in their direction, he started to walk very fast in the other direction. Because it seem like my family is afraid to be around me, since our Government declared me dead and also because I am fighting them back to get my life back. You know it is a shame that I have to go through this. But I am depending on GOD, HE will make things back right, for what our Government has done to me. I am in pain right now. I do not have any peoples here in Washington, DC. I am here by myself and nobody will help me HERE or THERE.That is why I am trying my best to let you all know what is going on. Because, the pain that I be having. Any day could be my last day. At least, you all will know something about what happen to me. I do not like it here in Washington, but I must stay here and at least try to get my life back, the same way that you all have yours. I do believe that I deserve that, just like you all do. But I wonder why our Government can have a license to kill and we can't. That is what they are doing to me. (Slowly killing me.) in a sneaky way.

Another incident happened back in the month of April; my mother had surgery. After the surgery, she was place in a place similar to a nursing home. It was so cold in the home that the resident had to walk around in a coat and some of them also had to cover themself with a blanket. My mother would tell me all the times that she was cold whenever we talk on the telephone. So I decided to talk to my sister, who lives over there in Gary, Indiana, about it.

 I told my sister that I could not take this anymore and that if this was to continue, then I would go over there and bring my mother back with me.  Well, she bless me out on the telephone for telling that. ( my mother is 90 years old ) Then afterwards, I received a call from her daughter who also bless me out, telling me not to call her mother anymore. ( Now keep in mind that I do have a bad heart ) My sister then told me that her daughter did not do anything wrong, that she was only concerned for her mother and I responded that I am concerned for my mother too. Which is her grand-mother. But later, they all got together and plotted against me about this problem. Because afterwards, my mother turned against me also for just trying to help her.   

The reason that I mention this situation was to get this point across; if you all out there have a good family, thank God for it, because some of us do not have such a family. But I am so glad that no matter how much wrong or right I do, God is still there with me. Even when others do me wrong, God is still there with and for me. Thank You Jesus! As you all know, I am fighting to get my life back and yet I still have to put up with this too. It now seems like I am damned if I do; damned if I don't. Has any of you felt like the whole world was against you? That is the way I feel. But there is a lot more that is going on which I will talk about more in my book. And if I do not live long enough (providing my health) to see my book publish, then I am also going to go ahead and give my publisher the permission to get it done, if this happen. Because the public and all veterans needs to know about this situation.

Aug. 8,2008

If anything happen, I hope that you all will do whatever that is necessary. I have spoke to my girlfriend ( Brenda ) about a lot of things that has been done to me. I also spoke to my kids and family about these things and my web sites, but they will not take them under consideration.But when I die, they will crying real tears. But you know what, their conscious will be playing a part on them then. But my girlfriend will fill you all in, about these things. She will have to, because I do not have anybody else that will.I am a sick man (Veteran ). Something is wrong. I have two doctor appointment today at the hospital and these things that they are doing to me is taking a great affect on me. And I hate to say it, but they are succeeding on what they are after. But just take a minute out and thank about it, as if these things was happening to your Dad, Brother,Uncle or your love ones. What would you do? After knowing that he has done his best for our country. thank about it. First of all, if he (Veterans) hadn't,we would not have a country today. A investigation, should be done on this situation in order to have justive serve for us all. I do not know if this will be my last statement or it will be more. But I do know a lot of Veterans that has pass on, and they left here hopeing and wishing that you all, would have help them. The way things are looking, I am also going to be one of them. (everybody is for they self )

July 11, 2008

Today question is WHY. Why ,when a person is living, there is no talk about what a person should or shouldn't did to get his life back. But after that person is gone, there is a lot being said.( Like, He should have done this or that. Or he shouldn't done this, Or he shouldn't done that. ) Do you all thank that in this way is a big help to the person after he is no longer here on this earth? Ask yourself that. Give me my flowers while I am living, not when I am dead. Because I want to be able to smell them while I am alive.

July 9,2008

I have read in the newapapers and I have seen it on the internet, that We Veterans are being used as a Guinea Pig. And that is ashame for them to use us in that way, in our Hospital today. I have had my surgery, but it is still not over, it is a lot more to come, said my Doctor. But I can say this to you all, If you all out there have a good family out there. You had better THANK GOD for it, beause it is a lot of us out there that doesn't. LOVE is the only thing that will bring our World back together. And GOD has already provided us with it, but we just want use it. Psalms 35:1-21 is some of the scriptures that are in the bible that I love, because GOD IS LOVE. And I will keep on dwelling on this until I die. And it is that I was good enough to fight for our Country and get wounded for it, but I am still not able or good enough to meet with my Congress Woman, here in Washington, DC about what our Government has done to me for no reason. Another black woman, that have fogotten how far our nation has came, and also forgot who has help to bring it this far. Oh! What a price, that a Veteran have to pay. And also the feed back from the ones that we fought for. Love is a hurting thing and hate is a joyful thing for others. These words goes out to our Country.As you all know, A bitter root will produce bitter fruit. GOD will make your wrong right. Even when we are sitting down on the outside, we must see ourselves as standing on the inside. You must learn to be a giver and not a taker. Whatever you give will be given back to you. Anybody can return evil for evil, but GOD wants His people to help heal wounded heart. If GOD has given you joy, share it with comebody else. GOD is keeping a record of every good deed you've ever done. Are we willing to pay the price to do the right thing? Whether we realize it or not, we are building our own home. Learn to be more than obedient; learn to be willing. 

June 7, 2008

When a person get sick , that is when you can tell if anybody care about you. Because they will sit around and wait until somebody else, come and see about you and they will continue to give excuses. But, surely if you live, you going to get sick, soon or later. Today is the day of my surgery. We all have a day, that is coming. For the ones that I have treated nice and did all that I could for. And I say again,Remember your day is coming.LORD bless you.

June 26,2008

I just had to let you all know this before I sign off the air for a while. Please get your Bible out and read the book of JOB. This book of the bible, remind me of myself, of what I have been through, and also JOB.

I might be wrong, but I do believe that my day have come. I am not afraid. They have accomplish their mission. I was out numbers, but I did put up a good fight. But what hurt the most, is that nobody would believe what I tell them. My journey now, is to the land of the free. ( The Promised Land, No More Pain.) Have a Bless Day and a Better Tomorrow

I want to let you all know that they have done me highly wrong and I have done nobody wrong. I fought back and did my best. In spike of nobody lifting a hand to help me. I have also been hit from the behind,while sitting in my van at a traffic light, waiting for the light to change to green. And my Lawyer is doing nothing about that. And the guy that hit me, he had Govenment car Insurance. Sometimes I wonder. was it intentional. When our Government have you earmark, it open the door for everybody to dogged you out for no reason. But someday, they all is going to pay. I am going to go ahead and have the surgery(July 7,2008) and whatever happen let it happen. I did my best without you all help. I am so glad that I am in order with GOD. And I hope that you all do the same and ask GOD to forgive yourself for the things that you didn't do right or the things that you did wrong. Some things, will come back and hunt you.THANK YOU JESUS

June 24,2008

I will be out of commission for a while and I will not be able to add anything to each one of my web sites. I am very sick and I will be having surgery, within a couple of weeks. And believe me or not, It will not take place at the VA Hospital. I am just, another Veteran going through HELL after serving and doing his best for our country. And seems like our Government doesn't even care.

June 17,2008

I saw today in the news, on our internet, that our VA is using our GIs and Veterans as guinea pigs. You all will see this on your news stations pretty soon, if you all haven't already. But they don't have to worry about me, because I am to paranoia to even visit them, because of the way that they have already treated me.

June 13, 2008

If you all only knew what is going on, and what is happening. And I have, you might as well say, that I have got on my knees and beg you all for your help. Please don't wait until I am dead, before you all try to help me. I beg you all, not too. Today is Friday the 13th, the peoples say that it is a bad luck day. So please make this day, be a good day for me. I hope that this message, get out there, also coming from a brother to a brother and also from a brother to a sister.

June 11,2008

For you all that do not believe what I am telling you all. Well, the coffee is brewing. And all of you all out there,is going to get a taste of it. And I assure you all that it will be good to the last drop. And afterward, you all will be able to believe again.

June 9,2008

All of you all out there, that have spoke and said that I am a lying old man, about the things that I have said about what has and is happening to me. Well Noah peoples said the same thing about him, when he said that it was going to rain for 40 days and 40 nights. They call him a lying old man also. Because , he was building an Ark on dry land. And when the rain started to fall and the flood began to appear and everybody started to scream, please let me in. But yet in still he suppose to have been lying. And I have also told you all about the spying on me, back in 1994. And the spying have also came out in the opening now. And a lot more that I have told you all, has became true,so that you all can see it for yourself. And also there will be moore coming out into reality. Noah family(Shem,Ham, and Japheth) turned their back against him, but they did continue to build the Ark. My family, friend, and love ones, turn their back on me also. And said that I was a lying old man. If nobody believe  you, evidently, if nobody believe what you tell them, then you are lying. That is the way I see it. But that is OK. You all just stay on out there. It's just the matter of time, that I will soon be hearing you all screaming, wanting to come inside from the mess that they have put you all in. Just like they are and is during me.

 June 8, 2008

First of all, I would like to say Good Morning to you all out there on this Bless Sunday Morning. This is going to be short. This is my message for the day. The ones that read this , They will know if they are a victim of it or not. ( We can not play with GOD, GOD is the one that has the authority to play with us if he choose to.) But we hug and embrace one another with our hand in their back, showing much love. But no soon, one of us get down, or sick, we look and go the other way. But yet in still, we be praising GOD and acting like we are so in order with GOD. But remember when you went up that step ladder, you went by me and you (will) pass by me on your way back down. So, go on up and enjoy yourself, I will see you when you get back down to my level. Don't forget, you could fall back down and not step by step. It all depend, if you held GOD hands on your way up. I thank GOD for that.

June 7, 2008

One day, you all is going to believe what I am telling you all. And stop thinking that somebody is paranoia or exaggerating. I am so tired of some of you all, saying ( How can they pay out all that money for watching what you do. And for only one person?) If I knew why, I would be glad to tell you all and father more, if I knew why, GOD knows that I would tell you all that too. That way I could stop spending out all of my money from trying to stop them.

June 6,2008

I am asking you all out there to please Pray for me. It won't cost you all nothing, but just a little of your time. Thank You, I know that GOD will bless you all for during it.

May 31, 2008

I have learn a lot, during my fourteen (14 ) years  of campaigning to get my life back. I also learn that, if they throw a lot of enemies at you, or create a lot of enemies for you. You can't win, no matter how much truth, right or wrong, you speak or do. America, our Country is going down by the way side. We are not offering or leaving nothing behind for our love ones. (A.) Because it seem like, we are to afraid to speak out about what is right.(B.) We are electing peoples into office that we know that will destroy us. We are hurting right about now. I don't know that if you all are just playing  dumb or just don't care. All I can do now, is ASK THE GOOD LORD TO HELP US. THANK YOU JESUS!

May 29, 2008

I have been with three different, Telephone Company ( Two of the Company, charge me for the same thing at the same time. ( how can I use cable from both of them on one TV. So I refuse to pay them. And they put that on my Credit Report also.)within the last six month and I still have problems being spied on. If our Country would spy on other Countries , like they do on its' own peoples. We would be upon the top of the world and shouldn't have no problems. Why should we try to turn the good into bad. You know if you keep on picking on a good person, you could eventfully think that he is a bad person. Because soon or later, he is going to fight back for Justice. I don't care if you have the best cat or dog in the world, if you get them trap in a corner, they are going to fight back until you let them out of it.. I would like for you all to sit down and give that a thought.

May 28, 2008

Something For Us To Think About.

When (We, as of the Public.)

When the style of our living change, our attitude change right along with it. This is not good for our economic also. ( for an example) When you go to a store, to buy something and the Saleman attitude change on you, just because our gas price is to high and their pay check is not enough to pay for it. And you decide, well I'm not going to buy nothing from him and walk out of the store.) So we must fight back in order to keep our freedom. When one somebody get mistreated, we all are getting mistreated. Wake up and smell the coffee, the aroma is all in the air. Just think if this happen to all of us. What shape do you thank our Country will be in? We must remember, ( United we stand, Divided We Fall.)  

May 25,2008

If you all would ask me, Have this tragic event, that our Government has and putting me through, taken a toll on me over the years. I would have to give the answer (YES). If you all would have been going through this. It would have taken effect on all erea of your life also. As you all should know that, I have been fighting these issue for a number of years. And a lot of things are happening to me, but I see that it is no use to continue to explaining it to you all, because you all is not going to do nothing about it any way. I'm just wasting the little time that I have left. Things are happening so bad and they are getting serious now. I know that, they are wondering WHY I haven't lost my mind yet, in the spite of all the stress that they are putting on me. But what make it so bad, I don't know WHY. Is it because, I am fighting to get my life back, (They have a life, why can't I have mine.)for what they have taken from me? So whatever happen to me, (so mote it to be), (so mote it to be), (so mote it to be). And the time is very near.

May 24, 2008

This is my Memorial Day Statement, (I tell you all that I am not what I ought to be, but by the grace of GOD I am not what I used to be.)

May 22, 2008

The time is 1:45 in the morning and I was awaken by a dream. A voice came to me, saying that I have told you time after time to sit back and relax. The ones that are trying to do harm or causing pain to you. It will be turn back on them. The more they try, the more pain that they will receive. He said that this is my final words, now sit back and watch it happen. I woke up saying, I WILL, I WILL. And then I started to walk around in my apartment to see if I was here by myself. So after that I decide to add this message to my web site. Because I do believe that GOD gave me that message. In the reference to the harm that they have and still doing to me, that it will be a greater price that they will have to pay. You all out there knows who you are, and you can't hide and I will know who you are then, once it start happening to you. What go around come around. LORD please look down on us and BLESS America.If I had the opportunity to meet with you all in person, I could tell you all things that you all would not imagine. Since some of our freedom has been taken away from us,some of the things that I would like to tell you all, that are being done to me. But some of them, I am not allowed to say on my web site. But Freedom, shall ring someday, for us all.

May 18, 2008

I have a question to ask you all out there. If a person have two Television in his bed room plug in the wall and turn on. One of them is hook up to a Security Camera. So I turn both TVs off. And then later on I decided to turn on the TV that the Security Camera is NOT hook up to and all of a sudden my TV started to make a frying like noise and then my Camera started to show some view of my apartment on it. I can also move around in different area in my apartment and my televison will make noise. Do you all feel that they are tap into my Camera System. Please call me and let me know. 202-232-2133 I have paid a Private Investigator to come out and investigate my apartment and to see if my System is connected to theirs. Please let me know, because this could happen to you or anybody. Don't wait until it is to late. Always remember, ( GOD Bless those that help others ).

 May 17,2008

Some of the public have contact me and stated to me that, sometimes they can go to my site and sometimes they can't. They believe, and also myself that they let whoever they want to go to it. I am asking and praying that GOD deliver us. And I am asking you all to get your BIBLE out and go to 2 King 19:35 and you all will see what I am talking about, when I was talking about those Floods and Earthquakes.

 May 16, 2008

I am still having problems with my telephone and I also have witness to prove it. I also have problems with my packages that I recieve from UPS. (Or whenever, I get them.) It is just a matter of time before these problems get to you all. I pray to GOD that these problems that they are sending me through, will be sent back to those that are involve in them, if it is in GOD WILL. THANK YOU JESUS.

 May 15, 2008

Our world picture don't look to good. I wonder what our world is coming to. Go to Revelation 6:12 that are listed in our Bible. And then think about what happen in China. Look at how many peoples that got killed in the Earth Quake. (Over 19,500) Our days are limited and seems like we don't even know it. These Earth Quake is happening more often than ever. And our Bible is telling us all about it. But some of us, just don't want to believe it. Thank about it, we had better get ourselves in order, before it be to late. 

May 12, 2008

If you all click on the tap that say News Articles, you will see where they have taken,(VA Sued),(Vet Declared Dead), (Suit Dismissed) and (Cardio Letter) off my site and they have left Death Letter on it. They are says that the page is under construction. I know that this is a ? mark for you all. And I am sorry.But I did not do it. They have kept this from you all to see.

  May 12,2008

( I am going to say this to you all once again, for what it is worth to you.) If we,as of the peoples, continue to use or misuse one another, the death of us is going to get greater, as we have these Storms, ( Earthquakes and Tornadoes ) because GOD is not happy with us. But you all, just don't want to listen to nobody. But when that day come for you, It might be to late. Mark my words. Someday all of you all out there will see that I know what I am talking about and it is not just a bunch of bull crap. A person do not have to have a Master Degree or a PHD in order to figure this out. 

May 7,2008

If you all have been monitoring my site (www.mistreatedvets.com), The reason that I do believe that they have place cameras in my apartment,(and you all are paying for them) because if my computer is messing up, all I have to do is to pretend like I am reaching for my telephone and it will start back working right. When I had cable, I could do the same with it. Please use your on judgement and let me know what you all have decided. The reason why I did not put this information on my other site (www.mistreatedvets.com ), is because they would not let me. Saying that I keyed in the wrong pass word.I have also been with a numerous of other cable and telephone companies and I get these same defects with all of them. Maybe now you all will see what I mean.

April 8,2008

I am sitting down at my computor with my nose burning and the other day my eyes was burning. I know that I have heard a lot of drilling from up stairs and I know that we are not supose to drill holes in these walls. I do not know if any chemical are being spray through them to me. If it is, I am still going to stay here and fight until I die and I also hope that when you all have a autopsy on me that it will show up.

April 7, 2008

I have a lot to tell you about the News Media, but I see that it wouldn't mean nothing to you if I did tell you all. The things that happen to me, it has happen to 5 other peoples, with in this year or so.It is just the matter of time when it get to you. I am so sick and It is no point in telling you all, because you all is going to wait until it get to you. I have talk to two of the others that live in Indiana also. Now they wish that they had help me to solve this problem when it happen to me. Now they got to help their selves. United We Stand, Divide we must fall. My Heart Doctor just got kill in a plane crash and I haven't heard no more from it. I want to leave this with you all, TIME will meet you around the counter, don't wait until it is to late. And I will promise you that. I do not know what is going on with my apartment , because I went out of town last month and came back to my apartment. Know soom as I walk into my door, my nose started to bleed. I just got back in town and walk in side my door and I started to cough and I have been very sick every since. Last month when I got back home, my phone and computer was all mess up. I could not go on line nor make a phone call. This month my computer was mess up, but my phone was OK. But it was a lot more happen to while I was out out of town. My mother is in a rehabilitation center  and the other half is the home for our Seniors. My mother had three operation at the same time and she is 90 years old and they got her and other patient freezing them and they have to have something to cover them in order to stay warm. I got on them about it and they told me that there is other places there in Hobart, Indiana and Gary, that I can tranfer her to. I have their names and I will be turning them in to the state board, And their Congressman Pete Visclosky and other. What is our country becoming to. My family is to afraid to fight back, but I am not, because this is my Mother that we are talking about. And it is a lot more that are involved in this situation. I am to sick to write any more. GOD BLESS

March 20,2008

I have two phone line, one is my fax line and the other is my regular phone line and they both are block from sending a fax out. I have started back protesting and giving out free DVD about what is going on. Because I am tired of having no freedom.If my heart quit ticking while I am out there, so let it be. Nobody want a life like this. I stop for a while to see would they correct their mistake, but they have no intentional of doing that.

March 19,2008

I was able to see these things that have happen to me, happen to others and It will not be long until it happen to you. And you all can take that to the Bank, and cash it in. It is just the matter of time, before it get to you. I have talk to others that it has already happen too.

March15, 2008

The big dogs has completely destroyed my life. If you all would ask me, in which way. IT would be in every way that you all could think of. But I do believe that the good LORD will have them to suffer as of I have. I thank him for it. I am also talking to some big dogs to fight against them so that I can have my life back. I am fighting to stay alive for real, because of what they has and are doing to me and it has gotten me in bad health. They do not care. They sent me a letter today, saying that they is still working on my case. I know, working on my case to create death for me and to make it be for real this time. I do not know how long that I can take it. It seem like my mother is going through the same thing, fighting for her life. She just had three operations at one time and she is 90 years old. I am trying to be there for her. I don't know how long I am going to be able to do that. My dream is to let my mother see that I have my life , back again before she leave this world. But No matter what I do, I am dam if I do and dam if I don't. It hurt so bad. So If you all can help me, please have a heart and do so. My phone # and E-mail has change, because of what is happening to me. 202-232-2133 childofgod59@verizon.net . My grandbaby had surgery during the same time and she wasn't a year old. Why, when we veterans fight for country and try to do our best and we get treated like this. We Veterans can not content with what goes on in our everyday life, because of what our Government is doing to us. 

Feb. 11,2008

This what, I am about to say is very serious,I am asking you all again. If anything happen to me. Start with my food first,(I can not continue going out and buy new food, when I find out that they have been in my apartment ) ( every time I buy food and leave home and come back, it taste different )because as you all know, they have been coming into my apartment when I am not here. And with the autopsy,I have the confident that you all will do what is right. Because I do not have the confident in my family.At-least Justices will be serve when I am not living, since you all would not do it while I am living. When our Country call upon us Veterans we was there. Now we are calling upon you all (The Public ) and we hope that you all are there to be found. I am fighting this issure until the end with GOD help.Always remember that without our Veterans and our Troops, we would not have a Country. And I THANK GOD FOR THAT.LORD please send this tragic or night mare back to the ones that has brought it upon me. THANK YOU JESUS. To you all out there, I am asking for you all prayers. Always remember, that GOD talk to those who are willing to listen.

Feb 7, 2008

I got a phone call today from a very good friend of mine, a matter of fact, she use to be one of my substitute teacher at Central High School. There in Fort Wayne, Indiana and she stated to me that they had declared her dead today also for no reason. Her bank told her that next month, she will not be having a SSI check being deposit in her account. This must and got to be stop. Our Government can not, keep on playing with our life in this way. And also today, my Heart Doctor Secretary call be today and told me, that Medicare have stop payment to them for me. And they take payment out of my check every month. If Indiana continue to declaring our woman and men dead, we won"t have nobody left. But yet in still, they will still be walking around and getting a check in spike of them being dead. LORD, When will this maddness be stop? LORD, I know that this can not be in thy will.

Feb.5,2008

This goes out to the public, if my family do not see to it being done. Please, if anything happen to me, make sure that a autopsy be taken. At least JUSTICES will be serve After I am gone, since JUSTICES will not be done While I am living. I am hoping that somebody will.

Jan.31,2008

I would like to give my thanks to Carl for ableing me to get my site back on track.

July 15, 2007
My family and friends began to learn and see more about how I am being treated.

July 13, 2007
The pain is getting to be to powerful. I fought until the end. I did my best.

July 12, 2007
Each one of my web site will be closely monitor by the public and my family. Because the last time , I had stated that I was going into the Hospital and my web site was scramble more than anybody could see it. They know that my next payment is due in Dec. So it shouldn't be any reason. LORD,help our Troops whenever they come home. Able them not to go through what I am.

July 9,2007
I know that my web site been going out on me, by you all phone call. So I might be in the hospital. I will not be able to call it in. you all will have to do it. The # is 219-662-7700 or 866-367-7537. Sorry for the inconvenience. Please go to the next page to learn more.

June 22, 2007
New information will be on My Life page from now on, Starting today. This page is to full. And for the ones that has tried to contact me or the ones that is to afraid to do it. Do not worry about it. Because most likely you will be block from me anyway.

June 21, 2007
I haven't done any wrong and I refuse to do anybody wrong in the name of GOD. You all are PUNISHING ME FOR NO REASON or sitting around watching ME GET PUNISHED FOR NO REASON. And the pain that I am having, I will not be here to much longer. But always remember that you all will have to report to GOD for this. After I am gone. Be ready,because your pain could be worse than mine. The reason that I am still living here in Washington, DC. Is because, by living here. Is the only hope that I have left. I do not have any Family or Relative that live here. I know, what a lot of you all are saying. ( He will die there to, before help be given. ) But if that is so, it is in GOD will, so let it be. ( Matthew 14:30 ) I say as Peter said: LORD, SAVE ME. I am sinking. ( 1Peter3:12 ) For the eyes of the LORD are over the righteous, and his ears are open unto their prayers: But the face of the LORD is against them that do evil.

June 17, 2007
Happy Father Day
There will be another new Video-tape on the last part of my life. It will be distributed out to all free. Just before I go back into the Hospital for my heart next month. Just in case, if I do not survive. I still love you all and always will. That even goes for the ones that could not or would not help me. I feel like that I have spent out about a million dollars out to get my life back, over the last thirteen years. I haven't figure it all up yet. But it doesn't matter. Because , just to have my life back it mean more than that to me,weather I get it back or not. LORD, spread your blesses among us, so that we can be a better human-being for you, and to one another.

June 7 2007
The way I am hurting, I don't know if I can last another month. But I know that I have put up a good fight by myself. With nobody lifting a hand. Two peoples told me today. That it seems like when the public see that if your family is to afraid or want help you. The public will not also. But it really don't matter now, because I have almost came to the end of my road anyway. They want me to come back home. But what the use, When I were there , I suffer there and they was afraid to contack anybody that can help me. Thank GOD for giving me the ability to fight this long.

June 7, 2007
It seem like we all is making History on the tragedy that happen to me. I am making history on standing up and fighting back for when a Veteran has been done wrong. You all are making History on sitting back and watching a Veteran die, without trying to anything about it. When he has been done wrong. And that is something that you all will have to live with.

June 1, 2007
I am telling the world that I am a Veteran, who is deteriorating day by day. Because of what our Goverenment has and is doing to me. You all out there is letting this to continue to happen. Because you all thank that you know the truth.Please call me (202-248-6560 ) and I will tell you the truth. And that way The Truth will set us all Free. Don't sit around and watch a person die ,when you thank that you know the TRUTH. You are helping our Government to kill that person. On the day that I die,( My claim will be approve )by the VA,( but then it will be to late.) (I need my heart medicine now.) Your E-mails are being block that you all send me and mine are being block, that I try to send. So, let hope and pray that they will let your phone call go through. If you all enjoy seeing how much more time that I have left. Stay tune to this web site. When I stop, it stop. LORD, Is there anybody left out there that still have a heart and not afraid.? If there is, please send them to me. Let them come with no evil in their heart. Because I can do without that.

.May 28, 2007
After talking to a Veteran yesterday at the Wall, during the Memorial Day motorcycle parade of The Rolling Thunder. I would like to change my last paragraph, about me losing this fight. Because after thinking about it over night. You haven't lost a fight until you quit. I have just only planted a seed and now I am only adding water to the plant to make it grow. And after I am gone, others will supply the same plant with water also. And that way it will never die. Thank You JESUS. He also stated to me that,There are a lot of others Veterans,that is afraid to, and there are some that did not live long enough to plant this seed that I have for others. And he also stated to me, that it is a blesses from GOD for them and all, to have a Veteran like me to speak out for all. GOD speak to those, who are willing to listen.

May 23,2003
This message goes out to our Government and the VA. You all have won your case. The Public have already told me, that my claim will not be done until I die. And this goes out to the ones that had their hands in it, or could have help me.GOD has a little black book and your name is planted in it. I feel for you when HE read them out. You weep what you sore. I wanted you all to know this, because I have to give my doctor a date for heart Surgery agan, just in case If I do not make it. I fought for our country and now I fought back for myself until the end. No matter how bad they treated me I did not give up. I fought and I fought, because Uncle Sam taught us not to give up. I was also at the Hospital today. I Decide that I would go in the little church there on the first floor and pray. Maybe the doctor would give me some good news before I see him. When I got done, I got up and turn around and this guy was watching over me like I was doing something wrong. You know it is bad when a person can not pray in peace without being spy upon. That is why I ask GOD to forgive me and I just pray at home.

May 21, 2007 America
I have power WITH GOD and I have power FROM GOD, because I believe.

May 19, 07
Just because you all will not look my way. I will continue looking your way. Maybe someday GOD will have you all to look my way. So you all take your time. GOD will make a way. And if the Republican and Demcrat parties don't start taking care bussiness. We will keep on until we have only one party. And it will be the Peoples Party. Because We as of the Peoples are getting tired of being mistreated. And we don't want this to happen. Because they will become uncontrolable. You saw how thing was about to happen in New Orlean. The peoples is not going to take to much more. We all must Pray and try to treat one another within the right way.

May 13, 07
FOR THE ONES THAT CARE.
THE PAIN THAT YOU ALL SEE ME GOIING THROUGH. I am slowlly dying day by day. In which the Vietnam War couild not kill me , but our Government is. IT IS A MATTER OF TIME THAT THEY WILL FORWARD IT ON TO YOU. LORD, we asking for your help.

May 8, 2007
This goes out to all of you.
I was sitting at a traffic light in Sliver Spring, Md.(Apr.the 20th, on my mother birthday) Waiting for the light to turn green. When a guy came out from no where in a SUV and ram me in the back of my Van, He also had Government Car Ins. I do not know if it was intentional or not. But if these things continue to happen, I will let you all be the judge from then on. I would write more, but tomorrow I have to go to the hospital in Maryland for my heart this time and pay the bill myself. It is sad when a Veteran, who have fought for our Country and got wounded.And he have to go through this. But wait until our troops come back home and you all will see for yourself.

April 20, 2007
I prefer to die at home or anywhere, than to go to the VA Hospital and let them finish killing me. I also feel that it will not be long. I have been wrongfulness punish by them, continuous. It started in Indiana, Indiana it hurt so bad. LORD, place it in my heart to forgive them.

March 15, 2007
America, it is sad. When the VA tell a Veteran that he has to go to a Psychiatric and they want to know their name. Just to get a Fee Basic Card. I know that I will die if I go to any Government Doctor. Because of the way that our Government have treated me, I get paranoia. I have to go through this before they will give me a pair of eye glasses, ( I have to wear drug store glasses.) and they will not (pay for) or (give me) a scooter. when my heart specialist requested for it. Or pay for my hospital bill for my second heart attack that I had standing in the front of the White House, holding up my signs trying to get my life back from the first heart-attack. When they declared me dead for no reason. 20 some years (after) serving for our country and getting wounded. They will not supply me with my heart medicines. And I am a 100% disable Veteran every since 1986. It hurt so bad. It is a lot more and someday you all will know it all. The next event will be about, me going to a car lot to purchaser a truck and the Police came into the picture like I had broke some kind of law. It will be told later. Take a good look at each picture of me above and you all will see that a smile has turn into pain. But I must continue to pray for them. Someday they will have to answer to GOD. The same way that Pharaoh did.

March 5, 2007
Back in 1998, I was carry the sign that stated. Will our Troops be treated for STRESS and given STRESS at the same time. Some of you, laugh at me like I was stupid. But look at Walter Reed today. Not only them, other VA hospital is just as bad. Why wait until things get bad and then try to do something about it? If you guys just only knew how I was treated in the State of Ind. by our VA and our Government. A lot of these things wouldn't be happening today. Because we would have not allowed it to be. But nobody wanted to listen.

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